Forever and ever babe

Focus on what you want

2009-06-08T12:07:00.003+08:00

Tiger woods... To me he is one gifted man! he has really showed us that anything is possible if you put your mind to it and JUST DO IT... I really like the picture above as it shows Tiger focussing before making a nice shot on the fairway...

I remember reading bout Tiger Woods when i was in primary 5! I had his book and i was really keen on how to be a successful person. What matters now is to focuss on what we want and never stop no matter how hard it may seem.. at the end of the day, it is our life and not anyone else?.. so why worry?..JUST DO IT... its for us anyways...=)

This week marks my 1st week of a 3 weeks term break!! was looking forward to it for like ages!!wow and now its here!! this week i have a full schedule!! well monday to sunday to be correct!! hehe here is the list;

Monday: Back to SP sent in budget to SAA and Help in club spring cleaning

Tuesday: ABE main com meeting 12 pm... 5.30 pm work at suntec city

Wednesday : FYP at fort canning park!

Thursday: TBC Doing PBL and 5pm work at suntec city

Friday: 5pm work at suntec city

Saturday: 2pm to 11.30pm work at Tiong Bahru

Sunday: 9 am to 4pm work at Tiong Bahru...5pm work at Suntec city

Always have the end in mind!! in the end i just want to go home to a loving family!! hehe i love my family so much!! ma pa!! eman and efa!! haha u guys are simply awesome!!

To my baby...sayang... i cant wait to start a family with you... remember me saying i wan see our kids running around in the house..?..hehe that will come true baby... i love you much.. YOU have always been there for me im my good and bad days...u never fail to make me smile...blessed am i to have such an angel..i never would ever forget you sweetheart... while the road to the future lies uncertain.. im glad that i have a companion to walk with me through it all...All my life baby...all my life....

One day we will be like Tiger woods and his family ok...?.I love you baby!! soooo much!! mmuacks!!=)

THURSDAY

2009-06-05T09:36:00.003+08:00

Thursday!!! It was a sweetday spent with my sweetheart!! Thank you sayang for always being there for me...

" Search high and low...so close yet so far to go... i just know there's a sunny day.."

the day is the day!!

2009-05-27T16:37:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 19th Birthday SWEETHEART

May All your wishes and dreams come true! May God forever watch over you and protect you from harm and may you be happy and smilling always=) I love you soo much!! Happy Birthday sayang..

LOving you Always..

Ubaidah

HAPPY 5Th Anniversary dear!!

2009-05-20T12:07:00.002+08:00

Happy 5th Anniversary Sweetheart!!! WHEE!!...RRRrrrr =)

10 more days

2009-05-17T10:56:00.002+08:00

Its time again for some constructive blogging!! hehe.. well the whole week was busy soo lots of things towrite but i cant really recall. Some major incidents was the friday we had the ABE bbq and haha it was nice to see them, the club i meant, having such fun! it was nice to see them come together at night and let loose..

On a serious note i have lots of assignments and datelines to meet. FYP is really something big on my mind.. and plus all the other supporting projects. The club is also on my mind as i will be having my 1st Management commitee meeting this friday at 6pm. Lets soar to greater heights.

Finally I wanna give a shout out to my sweetheart!! baby.. i love you!! and i miss you soo MUCH!! ..=)

10 more days.....

school

2009-05-12T01:55:00.002+08:00

Hello People of the good world! its been a while since my last entry... well since school starts its been hectic.. and i can really feel that time is really passing by soo fast! Gosh soon its already finals.. im still wondering how am i going to cope with finals..

haha well ubai as they say, take one step at a time... soo for now just concentrate on what is important! haha EVERYTHING is important to me!!

What shall I do of this... what can i do to improve my situation and how can i get myself to where i want to be....

Its a challenge but i love challenges.

Muffin mania

2009-05-06T02:49:00.004+08:00

Hey everybody!! Its a tuesday and here is what happened today!!

Well i woke up late this morning so i didnt not went to tutorial at 10 am but i did went for lesson at 2 just now. so after waking up late i went to sp and haha wow SP really means business bout this new influenza that swine flue...

I mean im lucky that my reigion forbids us from eating pork and stuff cos simply said pigs are just dirty, they eat what is given to them sometimes scraps and all, they roll in mud the whole day an they just laze around all day long... so they eat and grow fat and in the end due to their hygene now ppl are dying?..

I think the end of days is almost near.. with movies such as like " The Happening", "I am Legend" with viruses and stuff killling human kind... now its really happening to us?.. u see sometimes we should always ask for the best and not hope and wish for the worse.. i hope this virus would die off soon=)

SOo after that i went to see m supervisor regarding my FYP and she was a nice lecturer and boi did we had lots to do!! so with that we went home and did our thinking!!

Then later i met baby and hehe it was great hugging sweetheart after a long and tiring day!!

Baby its gonna be muffin mania!! we actually did financial planning for the future! that is really neat!! i wanna spend my whole life with baby so now we realy gt to plan ahead!! always ahead!!I Love u sweetheart!!!

SOo now im done updating back to work!!

NEW Management Committee

2009-05-04T23:01:00.003+08:00

Congratulations to the New ABE 30th Management committee members. I wish all of us the best for this year and as i have said earlier, let us move ahead for the better of the club! Its a fresh start for everyone and i am happy that everyone is putting their best in everything that they do!

Prove to yourself not to others that you can achieve your goals, if you just put your heart and soul to it.

Once again congratulations to these people;

Vice President : Zara

Honorary Secretary : Nures

Assistant Secretary : Aishah (yr 1)

Treasurer : Dzakir

Assistant Treasurer : Aishah ( yr 3 )

Project coordinator : Shermaine

Assistant Project coordinator : Emerlia

Public relation Coordinator : Farid

Assistant Public Relation coordinator : Chia Yang

Human resource Coordinator : Ari

Assistant Human Resource Coordinator: Zai

Quarter Master : Xiao Ming

Assistant Quarter Master : Rizal

Together we shall make ABE Club stand out from the rest and may this year be a new year, a new start For all off us!! ABE SPIRIT Everlasting=)

Yours truly,

Abu 'ubaidah

President ABE 30th Management Committee.

Day Out With MY SWEETHEART!!

2009-05-03T02:17:00.004+08:00

Hey Everybody!! wow today was simply awesome!! The whole day was cool..!! I spend the morning with my Family buying pillows and such for the new furniture.

Then the afternoon till night was spent with my sweetheart!! WE met at 4.20 pm and proceeded to terminal 3 and haha we had dinner there!! hehe at Earle Swensens to have like A HUGE DINNER!!! WOW!!! SERIOUSLY WE WERE FULL

Afterwards we went to the metro sale and shop till we droped.. baby gt me a new nike YELLOW colour shirt!! love u baby ur soo sweeet!! neverind ur nike FREE it will come!!!=)

Here are some pics

Nike

2009-04-28T00:34:00.001+08:00

Everything has been said and done... Lets just do it!

things happen for a reason

2009-04-27T02:10:00.005+08:00

Sometimes, we as human beings tend to forget the most essential things in the world that makes us special..

I know that some of you are reading my blog and i know some of you may or may not agree with what i have put across on the table, but the fact in life is that we all have our opinions and and at the end of the day what that individual does does not really reflects on who that person is or are like...

This feelings i have been keeping i have kept for so long and if in any way i hurt anyone i am sorry but i feel that in a way YOU have hurt some too...

WE all aint perfect human beings, but we all can try 2 make this place a better so that for generations to come we want our young to know that we have set the right tone and the right rhythm... now GO...

THIS IS ALL ME, and i am not ashamed of who i am or what i have done.. i do it with my own reasons and i am willing to go that extra mile... I will shake your hand if only YOU are willing to unclentch your fist...

Think of what ive said and spoken... its just a thought.. at the end of the day what matters is between you and god above...

ONe day maybe you will understand what how i truly feel...

Yours Ubaidah=)

hard head

2009-04-25T00:21:00.003+08:00

Have you ever felt that you are fighting a loosing battle and all you ever wanted was to shut up and sit down and hoist that white flag?.. I felt that today and my Flag aint rising anytime soon..

It all started when i met all the seniors in the club to share with them an idea that i have to hopefully help make things a better in the ABE club. However we ended up coming to a conclusion that we need to let them float by themselves....

I am tired of listening to phrases such as "FROM MY SIDE" or "WE HAVE BEEN IN MAIN COME FOR 2 YEARS"..what is the point?..if everyone is as egoistic as this than how can we move?.. i thank all of those who have served under me and under Farhan but dont you see that as for some of you, You were fortunate to have Farhan guide you through everything?. He was so experienced in this because he 2 had his fare share of ups and downs. Unlike you guys i wans't in Main com, MC when i was a year one?. all i did was to be a campchief?.. and from there i was given the responsibility of a man whom i love and respect.. I took the role as President gladly, whole heartedly so that i may somehow lead the club into a direction away from the abyss. I was just a campchief, unlike most of you of having 2 years of experience... i was no less fresh than the freshies in the MC?.

All i needed was guidance, but that guidance was soon seen as weakness?..INstead of sharing?.. you critizise my leadership, question my every order and fail to do what i insist of doing?.. So what am i?.. AM i not a figurehead in a sense?..

I felt that the meeting i had was just as saddening as the fact as trying to teach dogs new tricks... even old dogs could learn new tricks... so what if you have served 2 years?.so what if you ave taken in more shitt than others, so what if you think that your event an so well?.. So what if you do not inpart your enthusiasm and knowledge to others..

YES yOU are all KNOWLEDGABLE... but saddly you are not wise....

As i lay silent, as tears rolled down my eyes i remembered the words i promised Farhan, " I will take care of what you have left me" he left me with a responsibility that i have to fulfill and tat responsibility is what i have to carry out till the day when my work is done then id do the same as how he has done 2 me...

What i am saddened is that if we keep comparing ourselves with them the young ones they and us will never learn.. INstead bridge the gap...and fix the problem, yes i know that most of you are sick and tired but when you were young, when you were in school when u didnt understand a question and u asked ur teacher, did she ever say...to YOU..." Are you that stupid?.. WHY CANT YOU GET IT"//?...

some people are slow learners and the reason why they feel outcasted is because you guys keep thingking highly of yourselves.... be humble.... and you will go far my dear friends...

Personally i do not care if people hate me?. i do not have to answer to anyone the reason why i am staying nor the reason why i care so much...It is because i am ME... and i will not abandon my ship.. This is my Ship and i am the helmsmen.. and i will do all my BEST to steer us into the light rather than leaving my men left floating in the deep waters...

This is me... and if you think you have done and seen much in the world well than i too have my moments.. when i was in secondary school i have never failed to get top student for the cohort and level..each year for 5 years i was awarded, I was class rep for 3 out of 5 years, i was the Training INcharge for my CCA, I planned The ONLY passing OUT parade for my batch and i was Parade commander of my Guard of Honour contingent, i was awarded an all rounder student, i was a student councillor, i was also in the NOrthwest CDC Young leaders committee councillor, I was BEST CADET in MY UNIT for that year... i was the 1st ever 6 time dinstinction student in my level and year in my secondary school, i was also a SINGA GOLD recepient..

Soo when you say" Abu its now your turn to show us that you can lead the club and deserve our trust to be president" ID say to you look at the mirror and look at yourself.

I do not have to prove to anyone that i can do it. ALL i have to do is to prove to myself and to those who cares and godwillingly we will make this year a year to remember..

To my juniors, cheerish these times that you have, trully i have sacrificed alot for you... all of us,, please... carry the beacon with you and be that Guiding light that shines....

No matter how tired you are, Rest if you must, but NEVER give UP...

Perserverance, focuss and determination..will get you to where you are...

" The greatest courage on Earth is to bear defeat without losing Heart"

Remember that..for one day we are all accountable for our actions...

africa

2009-04-22T12:04:00.005+08:00

"It's gonna take a lot to drag me away from you There's nothing that a hundred men or more could ever do I bless the rains down in Africa Gonna take some time to do the things we never had"

That is something that im pondering about. So many things happening so fast and the less time we have to accomplish our goals.. Take it slow Abu take it slow and steady... Focuss this year and make it a better one, prove to yourself not to others that you are not pathethic and that you can be whatever you want to be. The platform is set, the time is right; do what you do best and start with the lord Almighty with you and till the end of your battles he will guide you through. InsyaAllah..

3 years!!!

2009-04-21T00:34:00.003+08:00

Sweetheart!! My dear Siti Noor Aisyah... you're bububai loves you soo much!! happy 3 years baby, You are my bestfriend , my lover, my life... my everything!! I love you soo much!! MMUACKS....RRRrrrrrr=) *winks*

4months

2009-04-20T22:37:00.002+08:00

This picture was taken at Tanjung Bunga in Makassar Indonesia, baby u posted a similar picture huh?..hehe well i remembered wishing my sweetheart could be there with me when this picture was taken. it is truly beautiful.

Today is 20th of April and its our 4 months Anniversary! I love you soo much sayang. Tomorrow 21st April marks our 3 years since i first saw my sweetheart. I love her so much sometimes when im soo low she will always put a smile on my face. I love u. Thank you sweetheart. I miss you so much! you're working now and im just missing u soo badly..=( but baby i am so proud of you! YOU PASSED ur FTT!! see you can do anything! YOu have accomplished that much. Now complete what you started! never let anyone say u cant do it! i know my baby can and i'd always be here for you sweetheart..

"Those of you who thinks that dreams cant be achieved, think again, all you need is faith..."

FRIDAY

2009-04-20T22:24:00.005+08:00

Hey guys!! its been a while since i blogged...so here are some updates that i want to share with you all!!

Last friday!! 17th of April a few of my secondary school mates and i met up and went around singapore!! We went to the barrage , ate at Bedok Corner and chillled by East coast park!!

It was great catching up you guys!! and hafiz thank your dad for us for letting us use his almost empty tank CAR!! haha but smooth driving bro!! ur one cool dude!!

Till then lets keep in touch my ADSS brothers and sisters=) miss you all

Tuesday

2009-04-14T22:40:00.002+08:00

Its been a while since i have blogged and wow!! There is so much to update on... Well here is what has happened soo far...

Monday was actually ok=) met baby in the morning had breakfast with her =) All smiles and cuddles=)... In the eveing i met dear farhan and we talked about business and life in general. sometimes when we are too busy with the goal in mind we actually forgot what is the real soul of the business.. yesterday he reminded me of why we are all doing this =)...that handshake farhan ...id remember that handshake....=) thanks!!

Tuesday today was a another day, today was the day that i adressed and saw the full batch of yr 1 students in the school of Architecture & the Built Environment.. From now onwards BE will be known as ABE... It will take a lot of getting use to the new name and direction the director of the school has in store for us as a student body.

Its not even term yet and i am feeling the pressures already. I can feel that yr 3 will not be like any year.. it is the LAST time for me to prove to myself that i can actually make a difference... Not only in my studies but in my work etc.

As for the club, I have just received notice of the student elections, which will soon take place in May. That is not long from now thus i am still wondering whether should i sit for re election..my term will end soon and the decision is actually up 2 me... my answer will be swift... but my answer will come soon=).. not now not yet

Baby was soo kind as to come to SP and actually brought me food from home... she is soo sweet..thanks baby and i had a great lunch with you!!=) soon after lunch we both headed to clarqe quay where i send her off to work... god everytime we both part from one another it is always sadd=( ive been away from her for 3 weeks and its unbearable but thank god our love remains strong as ever...

Met my bestfriend Hafiz right after sending baby off to work, he was with my other sec school mates, sam, nas and wawa... they all are still the same.. =) and they are all joining us on friday!! Friday the 17th is the car ride day!! Hafiz is borrowing his dad's car and wow!! he is actually driving man!! hehehe!! awesome!! i CANT wait!!

Time is all too precious to waste... i was reading my primary 5 journal the other day and i was sharing my thoughts with sweetheart...that along time ago what all i could is actually wish for things to change, and now 9 years later i am that man i envisioned myself to be along time ago... Thank god i am the man i am now..

I will be there for you whenever You need me... I shall always remain faithful to you sweetheart... Never would i want to break your heart nor see a tear drop from those sweet eyes of yours.. i shall be a better man.. i will always be YOUR man... I LOVE YOU bushuk

Monday

2009-04-13T04:39:00.003+08:00

Sometimes when the world seems to forget you... you don't forget the world...

I have sinned dear lord... I have made many people feel sad.. Forgive me god for i have not understood the meaning of life... Help me prove to all of em that i can succeed...

Stop those whom hurt me from hurting those who i love and protect my love for her forever more till the day i die dear lord. I love her... Forgive me Ya Allah...

FO post camp activity

2009-04-12T21:06:00.002+08:00

Hey guys!! wow!! i just woke up and man was it an exhausing day yesterday!! let me tell you all what happen ok?..

Well it a saturday and wowow!! hehe coool well i met sweetheart at her place at 12pm to meet faroq and NURES at admiralty... soon after we all met and laughed and giggled a bit we were ready to board the train... hehe and yeah soon we reached dhoby!! then we transfered to NEL and went towards HarbourFront..and when we reached vivo we went up to guy the entrance tix and OMG!!! realLy the crowds there were crazy..soo manny ppl... the tix machines were all spoilt...haha dat bad!!

then when we gt to sentosa we made our way to the beach!! where we saw manny pppl!! hehe mostly were TP students having their FO activity soo me and baby we joined in the fun as well we had a lovely dip in the contaminated waters of sentosa!! hhehe..manny ppl were all sunburned...GAAHh dats bad..too much of UV is badd... soo when all were happy the skies were like.." PEOPLE OF THE WORLD...I AM ABOUT TO RAIN"...=( so the sky did rain.. and it rained heavily!! we seeked shelter from the rain somehwere near 7-11!! gd business i tell you!! hehe

me and baby we had small lunch i made sandwhiches fer us and i hope baby liked it... hehe then we decided to see what was the racket created...because we could hear cheers soo loud that it made some public ppl crazzy.. well it was students from TP ..they were cheering their cheers and haha it made everyone crazzy ahh it was annoying yet funny.. i admire their school spirit but haha guys,,,c mon... use your god given brains,,,

so ater the rain has stop we proceded for dinner and OMG was my stomach hungry!! we went to the bus interchange at harbourFront to have dinner..baby had her Thaksin beef noodles...i am not fond of spicy things and seeing baby eating the noodles,,,well it was scary cos i can never do that... but as long as she enjoys her dinner..im happy with that.hehehe... bon apetit baby!! fer me i had fried chicken rice and it was NICE!! hehe cheap and good! love the hawker centre deals!! hehe home cooked food...

after that we proceded to walk around and we decided to meet up with the reest at the amphitheatre.. but HELL TP was there creating another racket... hrm it was soo LOUD..to cut the storry short there was a bitter riot later on with us and them... but wtf.... soo we left the area cos we were really outnumbered... saddly TP YOU GUYS SUCK big TYME!! I don't care if TP RAWKS but u guys seriusly have no BRAINS... why the fuck u guys make soo much noise and create a racket... i do not believe when you all say you cant controll the situation?..c mon student leaders?...you can control..what you started... i admire your students union but till yesterday you guys really showed me what you guys really can do...as a student union... you guys were uncouth, selfish and stupid.... i am deeply saddend with the way they handled the situation?.. FUCK UR STUDENTS UNION AITE?..

then afer all that we all went to someother place to chill and relaks.. we went to keppel bay and it was cool we played games and had jokes and laughed and giggle suddenly!! at 1am..this security guard came to us and haha we had to leave the premises... cos th park closes at 1am!! haha that was FUNNy but then we proceeded to henderson wave where we walked and hiked...we were all shaged ahh but it was awesome!! the place was suuper!! but haha i was too tired till i fell asleep...poor baby had to look after me?...

baby im sowwie if i was moody yesterday?..im soo sowwie and poor thing u were exhausted seh...u slpt in the train soo peacefully and i dun wan isturb u when u slp...later u cranky i die!! hehe mmuacks!! my baby soo sweet hunney!! I LOVE YOU ...remember that and now she is working her ass off seriously she is one tough chick!! tired not tired what she has to do she does it....that i really respect you baby... i love you!!

swinging on a star

2009-04-10T03:05:00.001+08:00

This is from the movie Hudson Hawk its a nice movie=)

JALAN KAYU

2009-04-09T03:51:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!! what a day... well as you may have known yesterday was gems registration and im soo happy that i gt the gems that i wanted!! hehe BOATING THEORY whee!!=) its like soo cool... i mean i cant wait to do that and then go for the boat license!! its like cool..having a boat license...

Well then in sch after that happened i had lunch wth mr GANASMAN...aka..FARID..hehe..we had luch at FC3 and hehe i brought to sch packed lunch!! hehe save $ wanna marry baby=)... *WINKS=)**

Soo yeah after lunch we did our log books for ITP we gt to hand in on the 20th when sh starts...

So i left school to meet baby at YCK cos she wanna book her test for her final theory=) IM SOOO PROUD OF HER !! cos she is one die hard sweetheart!! she never quits and i am soo sure that she will pass her driving!! U WILL SAYANg!!!

Soo then i followed baby home where i met...........HER DAD....& mum and like her whole family...OMG/....IT WAS AWESOME!! i had my 1st date with them all!! they had dinner at jalan kayu and i taged along... dinner was preety cool but hehe baby saw me cry...( U NOE WHY kan sayang)...hehhee

the funny thing was her daddy hehe came home at the carpark there offered me ciggies.. cute jer hehehe...

Then we lepaks at baby's place... where magic happens!! till randomly we talke bout cars... and suddenly... boom ges wad.?...MY BABY ENROLED ME IN BBDC!!! shhh!! secrets!! keep it low!! im taking private hehe class 3 WOOOO=)....

Soo now rite i have to license to get boating and driving!! soo yeah shut up and drive....=) heheh...wow!!

BAby i love u ok... u have to remember that... MMUacks!! my sweetheart is SUPER!! whee!!

then after all the enrolling we went mac donalds to get supper for baby..kesian dier lapar...

then when the cicaks started talking to one another..we called it a day... and now time 4am... im blogging bout this ehehehehe...soo yeah i bet im slping late cos im still awake and i miss my bushuk soo much!!

AYANg... i love you.. remember that baby... im saviing up now!! just for that special day of ours... i want it to come true..Ya Allah...dear god... let that day come for us ...

wednesday

2009-04-08T14:45:00.001+08:00

Hey everybody!! well its a wednesday and im IN SP!! AND YES!!!

I GT BOATING THEORY for GEMS... fridays 1 to 3 i wonder how bout friday prayers.. LOA per?..hehehe

Well im now waiting for nures to do my log book for ITP soo id update soon =) and btw im pissed that the BE CLUB IS FUCKING MESSSY

FUCK ALL OF em know how to mess up clean up please!!!

Bad morning

2009-04-07T12:25:00.002+08:00

Have you ever woke up to the sound of shouting and screaming... well i did this morning...

I seriusly had a bad morning.. my mum woke up at around 6 am and like started yelling at me because i fell asleep on the couch leaving the TV on.. i mean like i slept at 4 last night and it was like 2 hours or so..she had to create a racket and scolded me like a dog?.. i mean mum?..it was like human error.. i had just eaten my supper before that i was soo sleepy cant u deal with that?.. i mean everyone is tired and like i am also tired but you dont have to treat me like that?... My younger bro is already sleeping on my bed?.. in MY room and now i don't even have a bed for myself.. its been months i have been sleeping in the living room and i never complain?... I HAVE A FUCKING BACK Injury and NO ONE IN MY HOUSe GIVES a SHIT..FUCK ... i always give in and when i do they say shit bout me?.. YOU GUYS gt nice beds...wad i gt is a freakking spine...

Mum being your son i will always forgive you.. but only god knows how sad i am mum?.. i feel like a stranger in my own house... Its just not fair when you say i am always out and i never spend time wth my family but when i try you guys see it as though im just doing it for fun?..why treat me like this ma?... Ubai sad u know?.. sedih sekali... when i do not have money.. i do not ask u for it,when i am hungry sometimes i dont ask u to cook fer me?.. all i do by myself... still u feel as though im not even in this family...

your greatest fear is that i will not remember you when i grow up and have my family, ma.. i will always love you mama... but please do not treat me like this.. when dad slept leaving everything on you didnt scold him as how you shouted at me?.. im not a dog?
i work also mum and its tiring on me?..whenever u need a listening ear bout your assignments and all im always here,, but when i tell you bout me being president in sch etc.. you always say.." ya lah ubai... always sch never home" Im trying to make u proud of me mama?..

There was once when my ex broke up with me when i was in sec 4 my common test results was very bad till everyone thought i would not make it, Even my principal, I was thrown out of my student council by my principal... and whad did i do mum?.. i know u were dissapointed but that year i scored a record HIGHEST in STANDARD AND LEVEL for not 1 BUT 6 SUBJECTS!!! that year speech day i was performing and i claimed 6 awards for my success!! trully ma... u do not know that i did that all to prove ppl wrong.. i remember how u were soo proud of me?.. untill u ask cik ida to come to see me that day...

When you say" thats my son" in my heart i know i did it!! Please ma?... wake up? as i grow older you seem to be ignoring me..im like a complete stranger in the house.. sometimes i feel like im better off living alone..i felt like running away catch a plane and fly off to anywhere...

It was a very bad morning and i hate it soo much mum...

love

2009-04-06T03:06:00.002+08:00

Good morning!!

Its a Monday morning and time now is like 3 am..and im still awake... i just gt off the phone with my sweetheart and yeah ive done checking my emails... SOmehow i can't seem to sleep..

There is something missing....

HUNNEY?..I MISS YOU... this may sound silly to some but baby?.. im FALLing in love with you EACH AND EVERY DAY!! You really make my day!

When i called u just now my heart was at ease.. i feel coo comfortable to hear a familiar voice in the other end of the line.. eventhough you are sick caughing i am still here for you baby... I LOVE YOU MY SITI NOOR AISYAH!!=).

Some people may call me crazy but i don't care.. My sweetheart has been with me all through my good and bad times.. I remember 1st seeing her at werk... she was standing there in her uniform at the host.. never would i imagine that id be falling in love with you baby... Eversince i knew you... eventhough seperated for a while i still missed you... And i am glad that i am with you now.. YA Allah... terimakasih, hamba mu ini bersyukur..

Baby... if i have hurt you thus far forgive me please sayang... i dint mean to...You are soo SPECIAL to me!! love you more than my bantal bushuk u noe dat?..ur my hunney my bushuk... and i will always be waiting for you!! whenever ur not home yet i get worried sometimes... but id wait sayang,,i always wait till u reach home safely...

I love you soooo much sweetheart... and till this very moment i still do...baby ?...I would love you in the morning!! and every morning to come!! =)

Biar membisu burung bersiulan Tenang lah gelombang lautan Ku masih setia

LOW

2009-04-05T20:47:00.006+08:00

Hey Everybody!!

Hope all of you are still alive and kicking!!!

SOme updates of whad happen along the weekeend!! Yesterday!!! we ALL went TO BOTANIC GARDENS just to surprise Haziqah for her birthday which was like 1 day before mine!! so cool!!.. We waited...and waited.. we chat and chat we ate and ate...we laugh n laugh and like suddenly the BEST PART!! IT rained!! hahah soo heavily till we were all drenched wet!! Thank god Roq gt bring ground sheet!! we all went under it ahaha and then we walked all the way to the shelter!! it was soo Funny!!!

then i went to send my baby to werk that day...DARN sad she has to werk i walked back to find the rest crying...baby i do not know why i cried but the feeling of not being with you really makes me feel empty... i miss you...even now when u are working till 11 tonight.. baby i still miss you dear!!...

So then I met the rest at peace centre... and we lepaks at the starbucks across the street..haha we laughed and giggled till we all were fat and happy!!

As for today.i woke up quite early just to jOG!! haha it was like 8 am sunday morning and the weather was awesome!! never felt better!! but soon when the cramps started coming in.. pain sia!! okok then i went home wash up and straight away went to mamaya's house!! we had a small cussins gathering!! this was like so because we are going to have a family challet soon at ALOHA!! wooo hehe its on thursday till sat this week thus we had to prepare game items for the whole family!! it was fun!! Mamaya cooked mee goreng and friend chicken!! NICE chicken!! soo after we ate we were all sleepy.. yaWNS!!!

There are many things on my mind now. Each day i am focussing on what i should do and what can be done further to improve my situation. My parents do not even understand what in the world i am going through. I just hate when people think that they know everything. IN fact they know nothing...

while waiting

2009-04-04T02:48:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody!! me again!! wow its like morning again!! the sun is not even up yet and im still wide awake...

I miss my SAYANG,..she is werking till 3 am today.. baby id wait for you to come home k?..im always waiting dear...

Well today seems ok for me soo far!! I went to meet my BESTFRIEND just now..HAFIZ!! boy was it like a boy's evening!!

Hehe he finished working at Mac at wdlmart just now and we had supper at mac as well haha he treated me BIG MAC meal ...YUMMY haha treat fer me as my bday was a few days ago...thanks ah bro!! hehe and ges wad?..haha he passed his driving license like january!! OMG he finished and i just gt to know like just now?..haha sadd.. but the great part is that on the 17th of APRIL both of us sharing money to rent a car!! were gonna have a boy's daY OUT!!! whee!! driving around singapore and chill!!

COOL or WHADD!!! then on the same week maybe a nite walk to eat prata!! maybe at jalan kayu !! haha HAfiz just like old days huh?..

IT was great to see my bestfriend again!1 after soo long..haha i knew him like since we were in primary 5... Evergreen primary sch.. frm ms Zawiah to Mr tayeb TO sec 1 to sec 5
till now were still close..

bro..were all growing up.... were adults now... time to be real now...were once kids... now its time to face that next chapter dude...

semester 1 timetable

2009-04-03T13:13:00.003+08:00

THE Timetable is OUT!!! haha CLICK TO ENLARGE THE IMAGE yeah ppl?..

morning!!

2009-04-03T12:35:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!! GOOOD morning!! wad a morning!!! I woke up today to smiles and kisses!! my mum woke me up and kissed me and boy did that make my day!!! I went back to slp after that and like when i woke up...the 1st thing i did was to swtch on the lappy and view my baby's blog!!

I read her recent post...and OMG it was soo sweet... AGAIN i wanna thank all those whom made my birthday special!! seriusly.... it was soo sweet... thanks you guys!! BABY?..thank you... i do remember all those moments we shared at the red bench...how we would sit under the dark sky and just share our hearts out... baby we have been thru all this heart pain..let us not be like those ppl whom take for granted what love is... i LOVE YOU..with all my heart i do.... i don't mind sniffing u every morning... cos i know ur my bushuk!!! hehehe... and im YOURS!!!

I woke up just now with all these sweet feelings and guess wad baby... i found dat song!! haha its unbeautiful by lesley roy!! like finally!!! the answer is not to give up!! never give up!! hehe!!!

My sister went for a job interview with my mama just now and she is now assisting my mama i think she starts on the 13th as like an assistant pre sch teacher!! on top of that they are paying her like 1000 bucks and also sending her for diploma!!well dats gd!! at least there is always another alternative!! haha i know that she will be happy!!!

Last night i met Farhan and my other 2 big associates... Cik Ali and Cik salim!. i told em that i wanted the indonesian market... i have plans to expand NUTRISHINE in Indonesia!!.. one thing about MLM is that your business can be anywhere in the world.. and i want to be the 1st of em to be spreading this in INDONESIA!!!...big dreams huh?..well dreams are just dreams if i dont put in effort those dreams will just remain dreams... we wake up each day persuing or dreams!! soo im going with mine!!

The thing bout Singaporeans i feel is that they are always contented with what soever they have...i have this particular ustomer at a place where i werk...she said," its recession period ppl should not be spending..." i was annoyed at the way ppl think in Singapore...well i gave her a piece of my mind.." yes its recession mam, but don't you think if business were to sustain and jobs to maintain don't you thik that everybody needs to play apart?..by spending you are putting revenue in the economy and helping ppl keep their jobs..." most jobs in singapore are based on demand and supply... soo when you stop demamnding the supply goes down thus businesses close down and many people start suffering".... 11 bucks is not going to kill you if cant buy a box of 12?..lol

seriusly this is how TYPICAL singaporeans think... when i was in Indonesia...the poor i saw cherish food rather than money and they still can survive feeding 5 kids... just think of it... IT IS THIS selfish habits of ours that kill us actually... SOo please world.. CHANGE!! please!! sometimes i get annoyed by how typical singaporeans can be...Be ashamed of yourselves...

My Birthday surprise

2009-04-02T10:53:00.003+08:00

OMG FIRST OF ALL I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE WHOM HAS WISHED ME A BEAUTIFUL 20TH BIRTHDAY..FROM MY HEART TO YOURS I THANK YOU ALL SOO MUCH...

FOR THOSE WHOM CAME AND SURPRISED ME YOU GUYS REALLY TOUCHED ME SEH!! OMG SO SWEET..HANKS FOR THE PRESENTS AND YOUR COMPANY I REALLY APPRECIATED IT ALL LOVE U ALL SOO MUCH

my birthday

2009-04-01T04:52:00.001+08:00

omg!! I CANT BELIEVE IT!!! TODAY I TURN 20 YEARS OLD!!! WOOHOO!!!!

iM NOW 20 GOSH!! HOW TIME FLIES...

BACK from CAMP

2009-03-29T21:55:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody!! whee!! well as the title says!! im BACK FROM CAMP...BE FOC 09/10

The camp was great haha had fun and met the new batch of freshies!! they one bunch of peeps!! cant wait to see them all in sch with their yellow camp shirts!! haha awesome!!

Welll i wanna thank all of em who have worked soo hardto make this yr's camp a success!..To Syamil and his team!! Kudos to you guys!! without you all this camp wouldn't have been possible...there wouldnt be any smiles and memories to keep the BE spirit GOING!!!

To the freshies!! i welcome all of you to BE...or should i say A.BE!!

To my sweetheart it was soo great having you to join the camp i hope u had a great time the last 4 days!! and it is soo awkward now that im waking up alone hehe ... miss waking up beside u sweety!! i love you!!

=)

some pics

2009-03-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

SOME PICS =)

whee

2009-03-24T11:27:00.001+08:00

HOME AT LAST

home soon

2009-03-18T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hey everybody!! im writing in just to inform all of you that i am alive and still kicking!!

My stay in Indonesia is coming to and end and i will be home dis saturday 21st 5.30 pm terminal 1 ... wooo

I just miss everyone soo much at home and i have lots of storries to share also!! sooo when i gt back i tell all of u ok?

MAMa!!! i miss you n dunt thorw me pillow!!!

sayang!!! i miss u... i wan huug2 u oteys..smile ok?..im commin home!!!

back from Jenepunto

2009-03-12T19:11:00.003+08:00

Hey guys ive just returned from JENEPUNTO and boy was there lots of commando killing moskitoes!! wo hoo but the experence in the kampung there was awesome!! we went hiking to gunung silanu and more.went to the beach and even had corn!! not bad living experience ...

im still doing my OITP and it has been soo far a blast.. soon id be home.for those of you who have tagged my blogg haha i will see u all soon to my BE club i have not heard from u guys i hope FOC is on the way and all the best!! haha im just hopping that id see a great camp onthe way!!

To my family.mama!! i miss ur fried chicken..they are feeding me bebeks here ma!! its DUCKS!!! hehhehe..mama i miss u!! eman i miss bossing u and all haha and yeah pa?..efa?..amcm?..

Baby... i will be home soon it was nice to hear ur voice over the phone that nite. gosh i cant beleve we have been away for thus long aldready dearest... u tc now ok?.. id be home soon ok..i wan hug2 u my baby!! kishh2 u and bite2 ur tummy!! hehehe sayang YOU sooo much tau!!!

OKOK im off my results on 18th march GOSH!! hope to see u guys soon id be home 21st march anyways be in spore by 4.30 likedat haha sooo tc now and start loving chickens...=)

4th day in makassar

2009-03-07T14:44:00.001+08:00

hey guys its my 4th day in makassar! its been soo great here! the people her are soo friendly and the food is not that bad=)... its almost similar to the food we have at home...

Each day most of our itenery is packed we have to go to the politechnic here and we get to mingle around with the students. The poly we are in is the State Polytechnic of Ujung pandang. we are in southern makassar.. and the place we are in is Ujung pandang.

the flight we took to get here was really WOW!! my ears almost went crazy!!

Today's itenery was also packed=) we just had lunch and now we are in the internet room we just had soccer and other sports the students here are fantastically talented.

I really miss home and my dear!1 soo hope i could blog again soon=)

IM OOk

2009-03-05T13:07:00.000+08:00

hey guys im in indonesia now and i am A ok!! i miss u all especially aisyah!!! i love u baby and i miss u soo much if u are reading thhis im constantly missing u!! mmuacks

Family

2009-03-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

Hey guys!! OMG today dinner was a blast!! i get to spend time with my family!!! well here are some pics taken with my family ot cik ida'splace and dinner just now!! hehe

Dinner at Sofra's turkish restaurant

At Cik Ida's house by the pool efa, mama me and eman

Eman and me by the tennis court.

Efa and me at the reception area at cik ida's place

Me and eman at car hehehe=)

FREEDOM

2009-02-28T11:45:00.003+08:00

Finally it is over!! My end of year tests and examinations are over!! means to say.... Year 2 is over!! God willing id move on to year 3!! and whoo i really wanna do get to yr 3!!

So the test and examinations are over but haha life is not! most of my friends would be starting work at local companies in Singapore for 6 weeks. I wish you all the best! For some of my classmates going to Germany tonight! i wish you all the best for a month!! take care now=) I too shall be going overseas but not that far for my attachment. I'd be going to Makassar Indonesia! haha yeah for 3 weeks or so.. I will be home soon

My schedule is kind of packed at the moment. there are so many things that i wanna do but yet soo little time! It was nice to have my LAST Management Committee meeting yesterday, eventhough some did not attend the meeting it was fine.. I feel thankful that i had the opportunity to work with a group of hardworking ppl. I have never doubted their abilities each and everyone of them is like a brother or sister to me. But there are times when i feel like stranglin them. but yeah its coool... just a reminder. it doesn't mean that the last MC mtg means that your duties are over! more is to be done and expected of you all and you shall serve your term till the end=) I feel with this role as President i feel that i have matured in many ways... The form of leadership i gave might not be the one most are looking for but i feel that that was the form of leadership i could give and i gave it to the best of my abilities=)

Many things will happen in the next few days in school ADD and FOP and FOC will happen.. I have faith that ADD will be a night to remember eventhough the planning stages were alittle rocky. with determination! Anything is possible!!! I just hope that everyone remembers to have faith in themselves and ensure that with every sweat and struggle they are going thru now it will be remembered as sweet memories, a quote, " What maybe bitter to endure, maybe sweet to remember" So remember... just hang in there!! never give up!!!

To my FOC commitee!! much is to be done! i have seen your enthusiasm, now i urge you all to stand firm and united and rock the camp! BEC future depends on your very CAMP!!! haha!!! soo remember one mission one vision one OUTCOME!!! Just do it!!

To my sweetheart, thanks for tagging!! haha!!! Sayang... I know that the next few days or even weeks maybe a challenge for us, but i hope you would forgive me if i have ever hurt you?. U have to know that i love you soo MUCH!! verry much!! PLease remember that. I have never met such a sweet companion, not only you are my bestfriend! but you are my Girlfriend! You are all i could ever ask for.. you keep asking me what i want for my birthday... baby all i want is you!! MMUacks!!=) remember to eat ok?.. remember to have ample rest remember to read lots and lots of books hehe if u are bored... i maybe gone fer a while sayang but u have me always near you! ok?..i have u here with me too ok?..remember ok?..

I always smile whenever the name Aisyah comes to my mind... April marks our 2 years getting to know one another. From werk mates to close buddies to lovers.. that is my LOVE Story.... I still remember my sweetheart on that saturday!! haha when i came to werk haha i tot she was like selfish or somethin but haha i was wrong!! she was an awesome buddy!!! haha!! Hunney i know i did some wrongs in my past.. i hope you woud forgive me.. yes i was stupid, yes i was selfish, bt baby i feel ashamed of myself and disgusted at myself for being that way.. But i want you to know that it was my past and i cant change my past but id say this to you sayang,,, I am soo werking hard for that future, i wanna be with you always!! remember our dreams and aspirations baby i will be by ur side each sTep of the way!! never say you cant do it!! NEVER!! always say how can i do it instead... You mean the world to me... I love you Siti Noor Aisyah!! MMUACKS!! Sorry if i am far from you on our soon to be 3 months anni... but remember im always here for you!! ALWAYS!!!

you take care sayang.... miss you soo much!!=)

Yours,

Ubaidah=)

1 more paper to GO!!

2009-02-24T20:19:00.002+08:00

OMG!!! I have 1 MORE paper to go through!!! JUST 1 more paper and it is the end of the examinations!!!

Im just counting down the days to going to INdonesia!! For attachment!! Gosh!!! SOo fast just 1 more week!! And yeah manny things are happening and its kind of frightening!!

They always say begin with the end in mind.. Now im almost at the end!! woo!!! BUT
haha its not the end yet!! NOT YET!!!

2 months anni

2009-02-20T12:33:00.002+08:00

BABY HAPPY 2 months Anniversary!!!... wow!! its been 2 months already and wow!!! sooo fast!!! i miss you dear and even when we are busy with our exams i want you to know that no matter what happens i'd be there for you sweetheart!! You are amazing and i LOVE YOU sooo MUCH!!!

hahah well if im not mistaken 2 day is also UBAI's anniversary 2!!! WHOO!!! then yeah happy beated birthday to my sister AImaan and my long lost bro LOuis!!!

AND yeah ZARA!! HAPPY b day yah!!! OOH 2 day brian frm BSB b day 2!!! =)...

PATIENCE

2009-02-15T03:37:00.002+08:00

I know its been soo long i havent updated!! HAHA finals are here and thats my number 1 in my mind!!

Apart from that the world seems like the world... But my world seems unclear... i need to get things in order...

" REST if you MUST.. BUT NEVER quit"...

I am not done..

EXAMS

2009-02-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

Exams n test is here its the finals!! but i aint givin up!! miss u baby!!

true to your heart

2009-02-04T04:29:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Good morning!! WOW!! I am soo happY!! WHY?..cos i feel soo gd that im halfway done reading this book i gt fer myself... its titled rich dad poor dad.. and wow!! its really an eye opener!! Teaches us about financial literacy and why the middle class and poor ppl remain poor while the rich will always get richer!!

Anyways!! Im buying a new book hopefully friday cos i cant wait to start reading more and gain more knowledge...

if most of you know me, im actually not such a big fan of reading novels and all. but self motivating and educational books are simply awesome... I AM soo amazed how farhan and helmi could be soo happy reading books and now!! i get it like totally...=) u gt 2 read it to believe it..

And baby Aisyah... i know u love books.. wow!!my baby is really a bookworm and dats soo awesome!! i told her my dream of having a library in our own home!! thats like fantastic!!... if bored go read!! hehe and baby dyed her hair lately to mohogany colour..baby...you look beautiful syg.. dun bother bout ppl say.. or what u may say to urself at times?... but baby... omg u look soo beautiful..=) i love u aite and i know ur super bussy with ur assignments and presentations.. remember focuss ok?.. focuss...

Test is like next week an the clock is ticking.. as everyone is slping now. im awake and im going to mugg my ass...Id recommend a beautiful song to perk things up!!

listen to

" 98 degrees & Stevie Wonder's : True to your heart, OST mulan.."

Thats what i'm listening now and im really happy and perked up!!!

" be true to your heart..... When things are getting crazy....and you don't know where to start...keep on believing baby... just be true to your heart!!!

When all the world around you .. it seems to fall apart...keep on believing baby...just be true to your heart!!! ..."" nice lyrics!!!

Listen while muging guys and gals... im sure you be as perked as i am!!

Till later... see u

love u

ubaidah=)

TIME

2009-02-02T03:04:00.002+08:00

GoOD day To all!!!

Wow soon another week is like here and GOSH it has been an amazing weekend!! WHY!!?..its because i just feel good..

I met my business associates and like spend time 2 reaffirm their dreams and together we will make it!! we will do IT!! lets do it 2 gether gang?.. I am soo happy that i bought a book for myself. Im not reallY a boook worm but hey if u need to start...y not start reading?.. I plan to buy a book everytime i finish one book!! the Book that i boought is titled, "Rich dad poor dad"

YES that BOOK and its simply awesome!! it makes our mind things!! it provokes and question every single decision we have made from the day we were born till now... Just amazing!!

The question is how badly do we want to succeed.. ?..Time is never on our side but we can use TIME as a tool for us. We must learn to create time for ouselves and also for our business.. I am soo ENTHUSIASTIC 2 see manny young PEOPLE like me doing business.. most of em in the 17 teens to the 20 pluss age grp.. c'mon we are so YOUNG!!!

IM PROUD to say HI!! I AM UBAIDAH and im a businessman=)... not manny young ppl woild wanna do dats?... i am proud to have something..i wana leave a legacy for my family=) i have dreams which i want to fulfil....

Let ppl call me crazy let them laugh at me? let them try to break my spirits but let me ask u?..those who critic me?... Why don't you look at yourselves and ask YOURSELVES what have u done?... WHAT have u done?... what have you achieved...?...Atleast i have something... i have a business.. what do you have?.. so =)...

never judge a boook by its cover!!=)

ITS term test week and exams sooon.. and the pressure is ON!! gt 2 gt in the game!!! we can do this!!

TO MY BABY!!! im always missing her!!=) thank you for a wonderful time at the mOvies...It was our 1st MOVIE!!! " bride wars!!" awesome!!! REMEMBER IM always here for you...=)

b00m de ya dah

2009-01-30T17:10:00.000+08:00

Check this song OUT!!!

CNY

2009-01-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hello again!! To all my chinese mates, GONG XI FA CAI guys!!

A perfect take

2009-01-21T23:28:00.002+08:00

1st Month Anny at baby's =) Love you hunney

President Barack Hussein Obama's Innauguration

2009-01-21T17:46:00.006+08:00

The 44th President of the United states of America & the 1st lady Dancing In the Innauguration ball.

I can't believe that i just witnesed history being made. The whole morning i glued my eyes on Cable channel 75, Fox news channel and i saw President Barack Obama taking the oath of presidency and delivering his innauguration speech.

I quote, " We remain a young nation, but in the words of Scripture, the time has come to set aside childish things. The time has come to reaffirm our enduring spirit; to choose our better history; to carry forward that precious gift, that noble idea, passed on from generation to generation: the God-given promise that all are equal, all are free, and all deserve a chance to pursue their full measure of happiness" .. Obama Innauguration speech.

when these words came to my mind i knew that the winds of change were coming not only for America. But for the whole world. "YES WE CAN!!"

To me, he is such a great inspiration by becoming the 1st African American president of the United states. In a nation where blacks were once not allowed to enter restaurants due to the tone of colour is now their Commander in chief. The winds of change is here and a new day awaits.With great power comes great responsibility, all the eyes of the world will be on him but i am confident that he will lead with great humility and determination to charter a new journey for the free world.

He makes me believe that nothing is impossible. Stay the status quo and make that difference no matter how small it is. Never give up on your dreams!! YES WE CAN.. and im sure we all can, with determination, perserverance and faith. we can!! I can!!

Passing the torch, Former president bush to President Obama.

Embracing the love of his life, His pillar of strength, the 1st lady

"Let it be told to the future world...that in the depth of winter, when nothing but hope and virtue could survive...that the city and the country, alarmed at one common danger, came forth to meet [it]." Quoted from Obama's Innnauguration speech.

HAPPY ANNI

2009-01-20T20:12:00.003+08:00

Sweetheart!! Happy 1 Month Anniversary!

I LOVE you Siti Noor Aisyah!! Very Much!!

the truth is

2009-01-18T02:59:00.004+08:00

Hello to everybody again! PHEW a week just pass and boi was it hectic!! Amazingly i was early for classes the whole week!! ive been trying to absorb all i can before the final examinations are near. Somehow when you're talking bout finals.. it goes to show just how time flies soo fast! i remember that when i was still a freshmen finals 2 me were like WOW!! im soo gonna be in yr 2!, Now a sophomore, i feel that actually time waits for no man... Soon id be going for my Overseas attatchment in Indonesia for a period of 2 weeks or so. then it be year 3!!

Had council meeting yesterday and was it tense. I feel that the academic year 08/09 was just an average year. To be honest im actually scared to let go of my club, BE club... Manny presidents whom i come 2 respect as my brothers and sister some maybe graduating and all. im really going to miss all of em. Personally i have to find someone whom can take over my duties. People have this perception that being boss means bossing people around, but that is not the case. Its not easy and i believe Farhan when he says that it aint such always the fun stuff... I am not sure what is going to happen to BE club. Suddenly the fire which was soo strong is now dying. was it because of me? did i lead them well?.. was i to harsh?.. When i see events such as ADD, FOC... it goes to show how much guidance my juniors need.. What they need is guidance and not comparisons between us and them... For the better of the club, pride and prejudice has to be put aside..where was all the promises made by my Management commitee?.. Not attending meetings events dying, club spirit!! i maybe sounding pessimistic however I would never quit!! My responsibility is still there! if we wait for a miracle that miracle would'nt come!! we have to make our own miracles in life!! JUST DO IT!! I wish that the FOC would be a blast!! and start the acedemic year of 09/10 with a big BANG!!

To my club, im never giving up on you... don't you give up on yourself.. BE SPIRIT everlasting!! remember that!!

In general i have been really writing down my thoughts. I feel that its no use to keep it inside.. Just let it go... Its been nice to see farhan and Helmi around nowadays..i agree that in business perspective there is alot the core leaders have to do and personally seeing my mentor farhan being so pumped up about business it actually makes me ponder and reflect... to achive one dreams one must always have the end in mind! I want 2 achive my dreams and i will!! for those whom jeer me, who said nasty things bout MLM or my business well this is what i say 2 you, you failed once and you stop believing... thus that is your failure... its not mine... Im proud 2 be a young entreprenuer.. im only 19 coming 20 and i have a vision!! i have a dream!! you can mock me but don't you ever mock my beliefs. Its just plain rude, so what if i am doing MLM... i am dealing in wellness, im helping people whom needs this opportunity.. in health and wealth.. The world is facing a recession, this industry is the only industry which i believe will still make millionaires!! c'mon...everytime there is a reccesion people go for safe jobs such as what?..Teachers?... c'mon... take that risk in life!! You may mock me but i laugh at you in my heart.. I took that risk... what did you do?.. never compare my life with yours! I will make it happen!! =)

Sometimes the feeling of not being able 2 see ur loved one is just soo sad... truth be told i miss my sweetheart Ms Aisyah! She is my pillar of strength.. And yes..she has always been there for me... like just now..eventhough after her work at starbucks she came down all the way to my werkplace at tiong bahru just to accompany me till closing=) baby your such a sweetheart!! that really made me smile=). i remember the days when we were just friends... We always had this special relationship that sets us apart from the rest.. she was there for me when i cried baddly at night, she was there when i was sick, she was there when i was happy and baby... i will be there for you... YOU mean the world to me.. And lets us put our past behind us, What had happened already happen.. let us make a new?.. just you and me?.. I dun wan see my sweetheart cry again... i dun wana see her hurt again!! baby.. no more oteys?.. im here now... you gt me?.. we have us aites?.. Love u!! Snifff!!! hehehe

" Im always here for you baby.. Miss you!! MMuacks!!=) rest well now.. =) "

We have now to change our stars!! let us do it!! stand united and do it!! just do it!!

I'll be...

2009-01-13T23:56:00.003+08:00

WHEE!! OMG sowwie for not updating my blog! gosh its been a while just been bussy with many things so far.!!

1st of all school work is definately piling up and late nights and early mornings is a norm 2 me now! i have to do my best this final term!! ITS THE FINAL term!! all this while if i am been slacking... this is my NOW!! wake up and focuss!! i really miss my freshmen days when i was soo focuss now i feel that there is just 2 manny things 2 focuss into till i do not know what to focuss on 1st!! hehe...

BUT!! ITS A NEW YEAR!! i can do this!! come on abu!! YOU CAN DO THIS!!!

I had a sweet day just now!! met up with baby and daddy's 49th birthday just passed!! wow!! thinking about that im gonna turn 20 SOOOn!!! AAAAaaaahhhhh=)...

and mummy approved me having a son with the name ADAM!! wee!!

well thats all for now i think!! will update again=)

"BABY i miss you and i know you will be happy with your new Phone!! ehehe!! Thanks for making my day=)"

Our Friday!

2009-01-10T02:20:00.004+08:00

hello!!

haha. today is the best day ever. know why? cause i went out with my sweetheart aisyah! yeyness! firstly, we met up at city hall after school and yeah, we grab a bite first at sakura nearby funan it mall. yeap2..

uhuh.. and then we went jalan2 at the famousbrand shop look at shoes and wuwow nike rocks!! hahaha. okok.

then to funan it mall but unfortunately most of the shops were already closed! cause it was already 9 plus..

we made a move then to esplanade and there was a live band playing songs by Damien Rice! it was super sedap seh! they played so well. yeah and we enjoyed it so much.. every single thing that was there.

we had each other accompanied by the breeze at the bay. listening to the soothing music and enjoying the breeze... its all that we need.. how i wish every night is like this.. how i wish it is so (:

well, there was this one lady named Kat Parson. she was there too playing musics she made on her own. its a story of her life with a myspace guy which didn't work out well.. and it was damn AWESOME!!!

well, if you wanna check out her songs, find her at myspace then! hahaha..

well, thats about it for tonight! ((:

IN SCHOOL

2009-01-06T08:57:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Guess what!! I am in SCHOOL now hehe and im doing this!! cool or whadd!! anyways... yeah its like structure analysis practical and i know somehow today will be a hectic day.

Just now alone, while i was going to school in the train this secondary school girl just vormitted and made a mess everywhere on the cabin floor. I offered her my tissue paper and yeah she just walked out at CCK...

Well that was really a wake up call !! anyways my friends Are getting their warning letters!! AAAAHh i better check for mine!! and today i gt 2 submit the transport engineering report pluss the CECON gant chart and the rest that lecturer wants!!..AAAhhhh

" Baby hope u get better soon and may u do well in ur test today!! Remember eat medicine otey?"

2009

2009-01-01T02:54:00.004+08:00

HAPPY 2009 :)

To all whom i know may i wish you a happy 2009! may all your dreams and aspirations be achieved!! WHEE!! New year, a new day, a new beginning.. new hope...

" I remember this picture dear!! haha we're both chocolaty that new year.. Miss u very much happy new year sweetheart!!

Things to do list

2008-12-30T21:16:00.003+08:00

Hey Everyone!! before i start off with anything!! today the 30th of December marks my 1 yr reminder of NOT TO smoke and litter anyhow!! cos last yr during this day i was fined $200 for a silly mistake i did!!....

Well school has already begun its final term and i really need to focuss on what i have to do... I have already made a list of the things i need to do fer this last remaining term and trust me i REALLy want 2 progress to yr 3. Taking up civil engineering is a challenge on its own, People may easily say its an easy job but hell NO. Its very compliated.

Well here is my list hope u like reading it...

Things to do this FINAL TERM

* Assignments and projects*

GEMS report and group Project

Structure analysis report and presentation.

Transport engineering project

Engineering mathematics PBL

Structure Concrete Design Assignment 3

* Studies in SP*

Start focusing on each subject
Set aside time for nightly revision.

* Work commitments*

Time for Business, meet new people and contact customers and downlines.
Time for work at Donut Factory
Time for work at New work place

* BE club Commitments*

Serve my term as president

Serve my council

Serve my members

Ensure all remaining club events runs smoothly.

Night cycling with other clubs MUST be done=)

Help with FOC and ADD

GET NEW furnitures.

Find a successor

Its not eassy 2 be me i guess..
BUT what i have to do now is to be patient and focuss...

" Dear i know you are working tonight.. id wait for you aite?.. and im always here for you if u need me... i may be busy with things but you know that you can always count on me for anything at all... I LOVE YOU.. AND YOU alone... miss my sweetheart=) come home soon..."

the end of holidays

2008-12-29T01:59:00.003+08:00

" The Greatest Joy in earth is to fall in love=)...

This picture was taken during our business trip to Frasers Hill a few months back. I can never foret this trip. Y?. because my dear was with me... ILY=)

Well as you all may know, the hollidays for me is oficially over!! 29th dec sch starts again and it is the LAST TERM!! meaning FINALS is nearing!! i better start proving to myself that i can do this!!

What happen in my holiday!! Lets summarise!! LATE NITES!!! Movie Marathons!! Cuddles and Sniffs!!...Werk ass off at DONUT FACTORY..!! DOING BUSINESS!!=)... do Projects!! and SPSU Appreciation Dinner!! celebrated a few Birthdays and goofed around!!

=) 2008 is also nearing to an end... be prepared PPL... a new day awaits!! sch here i come

" baby i miss u.... im here for u 2!! I love u"

Happy Christmas

2008-12-25T23:20:00.003+08:00

To all my Christian mates out there in the world.. i wana wish all of em a Merry Christmas..

Eventhough im Muslim i do respect people's cultures, religions & beliefs.. so yeah i hope all my christians friends out there.celebrate it and yeah if u guys drink don't drive!!

Anyways christmas 2 me always means something..its like always a holiday for all of us where we can take a day off and catch up on things with family n friends=) soo Today i went my paman house after following dad shoppin...met my adorable cussins and all my relatives!! KECOH!!!!

EAT alots!! then stomach BOOOM=) hehe

Yesterday was awesome though!! we managed to surprise dear Farhan at safra bowling!! BOy oh boi his face was priceless...for eberything else...there's mastercard!! hehehe...well im sure he had fun...cos hehe its special his mum really surprised him!! and God!! his family can really BOWL!! i swear!! what made it more special was it was the 1st time he had his bday with his friends=) soo dear farhan... i hope u like it...

To my sweetheart,, dear..i miss u soo much!! Love u ...

LEPU

2008-12-23T13:12:00.003+08:00

WHEE=) Ive been working soo here i am too blog!! whee

WElll at werk it was kak Yusmah last day at the outlet....on like sunday..GOSH miss u kak!!! have fun in the new outlet!!.

well apart from werk.. things are still the same... im still in love n it feels good again... =)

Dear...."Diam diam lepu ehh?.....what a werd lepu.."

Crossroad

2008-12-20T03:39:00.003+08:00

Dear I am so working my ass off just 2 get u this car!! i love it=) and i love you!!

" PS : Happy 20th December =) "

i'll be

2008-12-19T11:54:00.002+08:00

Good day ladies and gentlemen!! hehe i just woken up and woo have i had the sweetest dream ever!! I dreamt bout this actually.. and OMG i love the movie... I prefer this one than the other one the another cinderella story.. reason being this one looks more cinderellaish... hahaha...and hillary duff is such a sweet girl=) and yeah its just a sweet movie=)

" Dear lets catch this movie one day 2 aite?..=)"

Start Up again

2008-12-18T16:41:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Whee!!

Im just so happy these past few days!! .. been spending time with those whom i love the most :)

I started my day early yesterday with waking up 2 a smile=) then i went to get ready and went to Aisyah's place to catch not even a quarter of that movie, " Ayat2 cinta" ...til helmi called and i gtg and meet farhan at orchard... We went to Kinokuniya at taka and hehe farhan bought a sweet book!! Finally he bought a book=)... Im not much of a bookworm but i guess i gt to start reading again=)

Well after completing our journey at orchard we went to marina barrage to show farhan around the place!! and we saw the gates open!! wicked!!=).. after that we went for dinner at IMM and proceeded to Helmi's place for the business meeting with Mr.Param.

It felt like ages i did not see mr. Param.. but boy when we met HIM!! AAAH!!! we were recharged!! he told us of the new plan 2 advance our business!! and wow!! business is really moving!! the energy was Great!!!! soo FULL of Fire!!! ahh!!!

Then after the meeting went to meet dear Aisyah!! and everytime i meet her it never fails to put a smile on my face:) i miss her now!! sniff2...hehehehe

well i gtg now haha id update u guys sooooooooooooon=) happy holidays ppl=)

15th

2008-12-16T13:06:00.001+08:00

"I LOVE YOU..."

phew

2008-12-15T10:12:00.000+08:00

Its the 2nd week of hollies and wow ive just spend the last 3 days werking my ass at work.. It was fun though!! Did morning shift and somehow it was fun seeing Singaporeans behaviour.

Anyways yeah i also gt to send My ex manager Abang Wan to Abu Dhabi... he came back fer 6 days and he went back on Sat. Atika, Aisyah and myself went to terminal 2 2 see him off.. It was NIce hugging him again and i swear to god he is the most greatest manager ever!! Such a nice man so sadd to hear when he told us his living and working conditions in Abu Dhabi. Yes the $ is good but the treatment of sta there is horrible. It was sad to see him cry 2 his mum. Its not always i get to see abang cry. Somehow i just want to see him happy. All the best Abang we will see u soon=)

Then right After we went to ORCHARD with FARHAN!! hehe long time no see!!=) we went walking in orchard and Aisyah and i visiited Our old outlet at taka!! KAnnan is still there!! WOW...=)....Then we walk2 look around for clothes...sat and talk2.. hehe

The next day was better!! Feroz n me had to come 2 werk at 9 am and WHEE!! we came at 9.30am!! Ah boi never help us punched our cards!!=(...buut it was still cool manny customers came in wth LOTS of ORDERS=) coool..then after werk met up with farhan!! and yeah...we went to NIsah's house to meet Aisyah!! soo we ate and slack and had fun laughing and giggling till the nite was over....

The past few days has been great...never knowing what would happen..

"You mean the world to me dear... you know im here for you..right.?"

Welcome little one

2008-12-12T20:40:00.000+08:00

Welcome my New Born Baby Cousin, Welcome abang welcomes you dear one... May you grow up with Allah's blessing and may u walk a khalifah on this world.. =)

Your song

2008-12-11T14:40:00.000+08:00

My gift is my song... and this one's for you...

JLH

2008-12-11T13:47:00.001+08:00

Who Put spongebob in the pasta?

2008-12-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been a blast!! WEnt out wth dearest of friends... went to marina barrage and OMG its beautiful...the eveing sky was fantastic..the breeeze was awesome the stars were shinning bright and love was in the air hahaha

Then yeah and finally i gt to watch JUST LIKE HEAVEN!! thanks fer watching it with me at home!! Like home movie day g2!! lol..." Who put spongebob in the pasta"... hehe all the best fer ur tests,.. mine is done but now its ur turn soo all the best!!

" What if ur mum and ur wife is sinking..which one would u choose to save?".... That question was with me till i slept dear?..lol...hrm...

=)

troy

2008-12-09T00:14:00.000+08:00

Troy I just watched it its cool classic again

Aidil Adha

2008-12-08T20:39:00.000+08:00

Gd day Ladies & Gentlemen!!

Today as you may know is Aidil Adha! Let us remember the sacrifice, devotion and Love both Prophets, Abraham and his son Ishmail did a long time ago... Let it be a lesson for us all and may we remember it for what it truly is...

Today was awesome with the sheeps and all=)..then met my grandmum..a homely Aidil adha....

Still missing somebody though... come home soon=)

WHEE!!

2008-12-07T00:32:00.000+08:00

Im feeling Much BETTER NOW!! Thanks to Enuff rest!! Great MOVIES!! Nice porridge and LOVE!! Nice warm Fuzzy LOVE!!!

2DAY was awesome i woke up feeling crappy but over the hours it was better.. went playing with bro's guitar.... watch the original hsm!! lol breaking free mann..that song was soo classic

then i went to meet helmi at block 525 lol.. We sat down and yeah soo long never see him and meet him under the block just to talk bout business and life. I send my deepest condolences to his family..he has just lost his aunty..soo im sorry for your lost bro..

Then i went to met aisyah for dinner at swensen!! Finally FOOD!!=) i needed food after this sore throat and all!! yeah thanks fer accompanying me eat! Safe trip 2 negeri sembilan 2molo gerl..

yeah and now im home and all happy!!

Pearl Harbor

2008-12-06T13:09:00.001+08:00

Hey PPL!! Im still having my fever and sore throat..its going down but i feel better somehow. And yeah.im posting this up while im in bed!!

Well Since im sick there is always somethings we can do to lighten up our days! so yeah thank god for online movies!! Ie just cought one of my all Time Favourite! So long since i watched it! Im dying to watch it lah but today i finally did in the comfort of my bed!! Its pearl Harbor.. Its a very touching movie which touches my heart a long time ago..I can still remember watching it if im not mistaken when i was in Sec 1 or even pri 6!. Im not sure but i would recommend all who havent catch this movie to catch it! it is Simply a beautiful love story during a time of uncertainty..

Im feeling much better now.. Thanks to all those who were concen about me! love u all!! and yeah the HOLLIDAYS are here!! hehe 3 weeks of fun. but at the same time its time or me 2 focuss on things at hand. haha.. Holidays for me means reflection and action taking.. reflect on what i could have done better and do it! So manny things soo little time!! god bless the world!!

See u all arnd=)

Its OVER

2008-12-06T01:31:00.001+08:00

Whee tests is over!! Hooray=) now sleeeps

Fever no fever

2008-12-04T21:40:00.000+08:00

HEY there guys....fever no fever life still has to move on!! i gt ONE MORE test to GO 2..GOSH then its hollidays..

I need a breather!! A breather!! A break from all this stress.. so many things i intend to do,

to name a few i wana like chill, meet up my old mates in sec sch, Take a walk in the beach, go shopping fer something to wear at SPSU's Appreciation dinner, Expand my business meet random new ppl.. Go back pack with ubai then werk at DF as much as i can... then,.. Make a song with Fahzil=) he is AWESOME!! i cant wait to make that song!!

Plus..hari raya Haji is coming i wan help with the korban.. somehow make myself useful and be more closer to god i feel i need to purify myself of my sins..

Whee FEVER no FEVER i gt to have this dreams alive!! I can do IT!!

IM Sick

2008-12-04T17:49:00.000+08:00

GOSH i have a fever!! and a sore throat!!!

Its not the coolest time to get it...but my head and whole body hurts...god...

Just Like Heaven

2008-12-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

Hey!! GOSH... thanks for reminding me about this movie!! how i miss watching it! im so going to catch it after the term test!! I caNt wait! There are so many things that i intend to do during the 3 week holidays..

Just now in the evening Nafisah was like prompting to have an outing..sad i couldnt make it for last sunday's reunion at shahira's house.. Gosh i miss them all..i remembered we use to do epok2 all together till the whee morning=)..sec 5 sia!! memories or whad! My secondary school memories were the best! So many things we did when we were young. Now all we see is just work,studies and all.. SO i hOPE u Guys are free aite!! we gonna cycle or it will be a movie date.DInner is a must!! ive aldy book my planner fer u guys!

its exhausting yet fulfilling to be going thru this term test! The feeling is very stressful yet awesome=)..im weird!! 2 more papers soon it be left with 1 only!! i can do this!!

Thanks for the surprise..never had this kind of surprise before..thanks..

Soon=)

2008-12-02T19:30:00.001+08:00

You Must be thinking that i am mad but im not! im taking a break after doing this right up there=) haha.. Gosh.. Soon 2 more papers till its over!! whee!! Still revision is Vital!

the difference

2008-12-02T06:24:00.000+08:00

GOOD day to all!=) whee!! time 2 me now is whee morning!! Gosh!! I cant believe m dragging myself from bed to mug!! NEVERMIND!!=) just a few more papers then hollidays=)...

Woke up to day and the day before slightly with a heavy heart but slowly im letting go all my feelings...its hard but i have 2=)..never give up!! had to agree 1st few mins thru the paper i was visualising her face in my paper!! now dats bad!! i know i wasnt focussing=)...but slowly..i gt back on track...

later after the papers i went home alone...walked alone and really ad the chance to think thru my decisions...its cool actually=)...walking alone!!..

That night i had to let go and studdy!! and yeah ive found me best studdyin mate!!hehehe u know who u are!! Thanks dear for studdying with me!! GOSH wish the night didnt end!! DID YOU KNOW there were soo manny stars! tat night=) SOOO manny=) gosh i wish we were neighbours!! soo eassy 2 like ehh wake up see stars!!

ouh yeah my pp8 is still low!! i dun wan any distraction during my tests periods i know getting to me is a bitch..but if i can get to you u can get to me as well...

"Thanks dear for opening my eyes to the world..remember the stars..they shine for you...=)"

truth is

2008-12-01T02:48:00.000+08:00

If you are reading this i know that u meant well...

I have never doubted your love and devotion 2wards me all this while.. you have been a wonderful companion whom understood my every needs..but somehow we both have to realise that we're living seperate lives. Today u know me as you have never known me before.. this was not the same guy u have thought u know.. reason is there is more 2 me...

when people go seperate ways there will always be this friction and we both agree that we both feel hurt in one way or another, Honestly my heart hurts 2 see u leave that way...Trust me when all i ever wanted for u was happiness.. but i soon know where i stood 2...

I stand by my principles that i do not judge a person just by intuition even though if i have ever been in such circumstances. You know who this person is and i do not side anyone but when i know such things i understood that even if we were to be one again things may occur once more... You said i did not try but i did..i tried my best 2 make u happy..eventhough there were times i was biting my teeth but i did try..and i know u did 2 but i just cannot bear hurting u anymore thus i have to hurt u in order for u 2 see the world... its not saying i have seen enough but i know what i want... and i want 2 be free from what is holding me back..

All my life i have sacrificed everything just 2 see others happy and now i shall be sacrificing my love for you to see u happy... Like u said u will pick yourself up again! u are a very strong individual but i just feel that i am not worth your love... Ive given you all i can...and its always been sincere eventhough hard... I love you and its because of that i have to do what i did...

remember me this way as i will do the same as for you... i will take with me the memories to be my sunshine after the rain...its so hard to say goodbye to yesterday... but tomorrow will come... there will be a better day...

I hope that i would bump into you in the future and i hope by then u would understand the sacrifice i am making now... I hope by then life for you would be as perfect as ever.. and i hope by then i would atleast see u smile=)..

I miss u...i would be lying if i said no... i have to do this... its not because im siding one party.. im not siding you either 2.. im going with me.. let me do this alone because i just have 2... im sorry i had to be the bad guy but truth be told i only wanted the best for you...

God forgive me for breaking a heart; wipe her tears for me... sing her to sleep for me when i am not there.. motivate her for me when she is down carry her fer me when she is happy...and remind her of me when she needs me... i swear i will always be there...

wishing you the brightest of days...

Love ubaidah..

you do not know me

2008-11-29T17:02:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since i felt this way.. Today i am letting things happen...

Its Almost here

2008-11-28T15:30:00.000+08:00

Hey guys!! AAhh...its almost the end of the week and i just managed to complete all my reports!! whee!! thank GOD!!

Yeah Next week is already term test.... woo weekend is just pure mugging!!

To Aisyah!! haha Wooits thanks fer the outing yesterday. Really needed a get away for a while...phew...And yeah esplanade area is changing soo much!! really had fun though i need more of those auntie Anne's pretzels!! speaking of which SHIFFA still owes me a waffle!! hehehe!! soon i hope=)

Well off to mug!! Whee!!

Confused

2008-11-26T12:16:00.000+08:00

Thank you for believin in me. eventhough its hard yet i understand why this is all happening. Its not easy for me but i know that whatever u meant was for the better of everyone. Soon life shall begin a new for you, in time all will remain of us shall be memories. Keep them safe in you so you shall remember that at least for once in your life it happened. And for me it did! May god watch over you and may u bloom into a beautiful rose... God willingy our stars will meet again...

WOW

2008-11-24T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hello again! Gosh this whole week has been very draining on me! Aah.. to start with next week is already my term Test and boy is it getting to my brains!.

There is so many things 2 be done So little TIME

STUDDIES:

1. GEMS report
2. Structure Analysis Lab Test report ( Experiment 3)
3. Structure Analysis Report ( Bridge Design Competition)
4. Transport Engineering Practical Report (Experiment 2)
5. Transport Engineering Project( ERP)
6. ENGINEERING MATHS RE TEST ( WED ) =(..

That is so far what i can remember from my what to do list. Not forgetting my own personal revision that i have to do to sit for NEXT WEEK. Eventhough after all of this i will be getting a 3 weeks holiday i dont think there is such a thing as a holiday anymore. This is why i am working so hard. All i ever want is 2 have a better future! Not only for me but for the ones i love=).. I know its hard now, But perservere and all will be fine. Eventhough it may not be sometimes but i DiD try my BEST.. and i ALWAYS give my BEST!.. Its not to late to change ur destiny.

The Time is always now.

" God Almighty, Forgive me for al i have sinned... Give me the strength to face all of this so that i may complete what i have started. Love those whom loves u and forgive those who do not understand" ....Amin

Pick of the week

2008-11-21T01:28:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys this is my PICK of the weeK =) Love LockDown by Kanye West=)

New day New hope a new beginning

2008-11-21T00:33:00.001+08:00

WOW...when i look at this picture of myself i see such a new me.. This was taken at one of our Business Opportunity Meetings we conducted...

So far business is moving forward with new people in our network and more great News is to come! i am so excited to have learnt from mr. Param himself how to do a one on one presentation! and i cant wait to try it! its a learning experience! I can really see this network growing. Many of whom i known kept trying to persuade me from not doing network marketing.,, well i would like to thank all of them for their concern as i belive if they do not have concern for me they would not have even bothered to advice me. Don't worry GUys I will make it someday=) God willing! just today i have had the chance to see young chaps in their late 20's whom are doing insurance and ges wadd!! they are driving a BMW 7 series!! it goes to show that anything is possible!! and they are like malay dudes...=) not manny young malay handsome chaps drive a 7 series=)

Well soo far my term test are around the corner with the business expanding i have to also set my eyes on my studdies=) soo far revision is for the better!! nxt week im all book!! except fer tuesday! im going to TP to demonstrate senses on AWesome Gerl!!=) its been a while!! SOo yeah revising training up and all... plus the BE club ..BE peeps if you're reading this, PLEASE sTOP playing those cards in CLUB...If i see a demerit letter in the letter box i'll make sure id get mean=) Cherish what u have,, its a shared responsibility... I cant be the one always nagging at you guys.. soo...Do the right thing=)

Soo far everything is on schedule...gosh i miss my free times days!! AHhh now my sis and Nadhirah is like enjoying their 3 months break after o lvls!! u guys have fun!! i remember that 3 months fer me really changed my life!! I GOT A JOB!! lol and boy it was great!! i really werked my ass upp... miss those peeps!! miss u all=)

LIfe is forever changing!! we got to look ahead and be stead fast!!=) see u all sooon

Love Ubaidah=)

HEHe

2008-11-18T23:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR BROTHER!! My bestfriend since p5 all the way till now!! FINALLY ur 19!! God bless you!! Thanks for all The Times we had and thanks fer being more than a friend 2 me!! Ur one awesome man and u deserved that surprise party just now!! See u soon dude!! All the best in Life!! Brother to brother ..here in life till death=)

FRASERS HILL

2008-11-10T23:55:00.000+08:00

What a weekend!! For most of you whom mite not have known i have just spend my weekend in a fantastic beautiful place known as Frasers Hill. I went there with a few the NUTRISHINERS and OH mY GAWD its fantastic!! I really wished more people could come and just unwind with us all...well enough said here are some pics taken US AT the LAke..
ME!!!

Myself and Mr. Jega!!

Business people!!

haha!!! id update more aite!!! NOW I NEEDS TOO SLEEEPS miss u all soo much!! IM HOME!!

Whee!!

2008-11-02T02:52:00.000+08:00

LEADERS OF BE.

Its been a while since i posted somethings. Im sowwie for being a little late...soo here are my updates.

Last wednesday the FOC main committee was announced and Syamil was chosen as BEC Campchief 09/10. Together with his team i am sure that this batch of yr 1 will make a memorable camp. I am honestly very proud of the year 1's. Over the past few weeks i have seen so much potential in them. I promised farhan that i will look after everyone. And i will. Together BE club will succeed together! As a club with passionate members! who are willing to go the extra mile! This club will the best CLUB eVER!! whee!!

BTW on friday 31st of OctOBER!! BE n SD had their talentime and i congratulate the diva herself ZAHIRAH BINTE OMAR or also known as ZARA!!! she sang her heart out and great things will come her way! im sure of that! ZARA if u need me to sing with u id sing with u aites!! lol!! SP STAR man!! congratulations 2 her and all those whom have participated. I thank The organisers for boldly taking up the chalenge to use MOBERLY as a venue to hold talentime and i thank all those who came for the ebent. SD Thanks for ever colaborating with us!

Future club ebents in my mind is having an interclub night cycling! Thanks Desmond for bravely volunteering to plan this ebent. I will update Des further! FYi currently we have BE, SD and DMIT in mind..maybe SB may join in the band wagon...=) AWESOME!! plus there will be MMBE..!! Mr n Miss Built Environment especially for the year 3! I soo cant wait! things are moviing and happening!!

IN BUSINESS!! NUTRISHINE the day was simply blissful! the SENSES workshop was carried out and the 1st CELL mtg was held just at Encik Ali's house at jurong with Mr Param global consultant of Nutrshine to share with us the strategies to win the Singapore market! It is Splendid and this 7, 8 and 9 November i will be embarking on a life changing journey also catered especially for NUTRISHINERS!! we will be going to Frasiers Hill for a special programme. Food lodging and the whole programme is FREE OF CHARGE!! is that wonderful or WHADd,, this business i am in is really fulfilling. I WANT TO SHARE THIS OPPORTUNITY with the rest of the world! Wherever u go this business will grow!! its a matter of want or not. i reliased that My dreams IS SOO NEAR to me!! i wont give up on this! NEVER!!

the last 2 days was just simply utter emotional and inspiring. Heart breaking yet mind provoking.. My Life is Changing bit by bit.maybe people cant see the changes in me but they will see soon enough! Manny people see and believe.... im the sort who believes and see the result. God bless us all!!

The world is so ever changing! I will advice all to pay attention to the US PRESIDENTIAL elections. ON Nov 4th USA will vote... my vote goes to Barrack Obama...

may god bless all of u..

OH yeah BTW Happy belated birthday to my beloved Brother Abu Huzaifah.. Efa happy b day sowwie abang cant wish u earlier..u were in langkawi bro... all the best in ur studies and ur gerl..lol.=)

Also Happy BIRTHDAY 2 my Home gal the eber soo smilly DEE!!! hAppY B DAY DEE!!! safe trip there n home mate!!

rocky

2008-10-29T03:10:00.001+08:00

Let us all look at the picture ahead and take a step back. Sometimes when we are preoccupied with so many things, we are always trapped in the pit of despair. Its good to be an outsider for a while.

I have so many questions and answers that i need to find. Life for me now is as rocky and uncertain as ever. But i have faith that it will only get better. NEVER BACK OUT! Always find a solution.. ask and you will receive=)...

Its just been a heavy start.i need 2 lighten UP!! haha! =) smile ubaidah..its not always we get to smile at the wonders of this beautiful world. =)

The WEEK

2008-10-24T23:13:00.000+08:00

This WHOLE week for me is the most emotional and inspiring week ever! As you can see from the picture on top. Here was once a moment in my life with the man himself FARHAN!! FARHAN all the best serving your NATION in NS bro. It was soo emotional crying our hearts out after the Nutrishine business presentation. We went to changi.. by the beach just to fulfil one of his wishes. just to be by the beach. Feroz managed to make him a small video and Aisyah and Zuzu managed 2 make him a sweet frame full of our pictures. Farhan! You have really created an impact on our lives and till the end we know u loved us! DID YOU KNOW !! that he went to TEKONG WITH the BE PIRATES CAMP SHIRT!! In honour of u id say..BE SPIRIT EVERLASTING!!

Not only a motivating leader he has also inspired many. I wish and pray for you all the best in everything that you do! and NS is just another chapter in your life. I know that you won't be able to read this post bro... but i know somewhere deep down inside u i know that you will always be here for us! And i for one will always be here for you. I will carry out my presidential duties to the best of my abilities and i promise you that i will take care of everyone. Your legacy will remain.. Im so proud of you bro!! ALL THE BEST!!!

This is how i am feeling now

2008-10-21T12:35:00.000+08:00

This is very sweet love the song!

The Opportunity

2008-10-19T02:38:00.000+08:00

The Word of the day is OPPORTUNITY!! Hi guys so long ive not been doing justice to my blog and today that will all change for me! Earlier today i had the opportunity to meet one of the Directors in my company NUTRISHINE, he is no other than multi milionaire Mr. Jega. Being in network marketing for most of his life he is regarded as one of the masters or Guru in this business. I have had the chance to meet him live in person and i swear that it really gave me a new intake and sight on my life. The Business Building Seminar was simply worth it! the atnmosphere, the lessons learnt, the food was simply amazing! Im simply happy! As you could see from the pcture above, there is Feroz, Helmi, Mr Jega,myself And Farhan.
This was just a random sweet photo that i wana keep. C mon boys! we can make it!

It is just reassuring that this business that i am currently undertaking is very fulfilling and i am seriusly enjoying my job. My job is not to only move the products and share to people the greatness of the wellness industry BUT to also share with them an opportunity to achive their dreams.

During the seminar Mr jega touched on dreams, how should we start about this business and all i felt that it is wonderful. this industry really takes effort to train us and personally develop us into better individuals. Gone were the days when direct selling was just door to door sales. Now its deeper than thaT. AND i am GRATEFUL and THANKFUL to be in this industry as IT IS A TRILLION dollar industry. We are in the wellness industry. Helping other achive their dreams, wealth and health is such a gift!. People will always have this misconception that we are con men out to get your money?. But just think of it?. are we actually doing that. The answer my friends, we are NOT.

As we all can see most of us even in Singapore we are facing an economic global recession. Many people will lose their jobs, many big corporate companies will downsize, will cut costs. But it is proven that NETWORK marketking is the only industry that survives recession and economic crisis. because we are dealing with COD..CASH ON DELIVERY. no credits etc. soo yeah... Its such an eye opener to be equipped with the survival skills to help others as well!

What we have to do as independent business owners is to open up our business branches. Share with people this great opportunity. still we cant force everyone to agree with us. the decisions is up to YOU.. YES YOU!!

what i remembered clearly of Mr Jega's seminar are these few words, "People fail because they did not COMPLETE what they have started"

I will complete my journey and achieve my Dreams! To all whom have suported me and gave me strength! i THANK YOU. be OPEN ,,THINK BIG!!

To all my business associates its been wonderful sharing this together with you! And for those whom are reading this and if you guys are interested to seek this opportunity. i am always here to clarify your doubts.

my business email address is abu891433@gmail.com

do email me.!

"All our dreams can come true, if we have the courage to pursue them. "

Walt Disney

LTC PICS

2008-10-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

As promised more LTC PICS!! soo enjoy!! =) SAA director with me lol
OTW HOMe..=(
Zaid n ME!! be fore going to the cave!!
After the cave at the hotel all wet!!
Before the Hi tea!! MAN i was fasting!!
The barbarian gerls muahahaha

hehe on stage

Teaching ZAID CIVIL ENg stuff lol
the 2 engineers!!
fixing it up!!
TAdA!!!

Slpyies!!! or whadd!!

WElll LTC WAS PURE AWESOME!!!! i wan go again!! i dun care!!! hehehhee=)

Home

2008-10-15T01:15:00.001+08:00

Well i am back from camps and its BACK 2 school!! wow!! semester2! the hectic period in poly!! just gt home from FOT camp and OMG it was simply awesome!! once i gt the pictures id post em aite!! haha!!
its soo good 2 be back in school again!! haha

will blog again more!!! soon!!=)

IM IN CAMP

2008-10-10T11:11:00.001+08:00

IM IN CAMP!! WAAAAAAaaa!!!!! hehehe

The Batman quote

2008-10-08T18:58:00.000+08:00

Before i leave for camps i want to leave a quote by one of my favourite movie. It is a simple quote which i would like to share with all of you here, i hope we will all find what we are looking for in life.

Till we meet again

dreaming of you

2008-10-08T12:25:00.000+08:00

"I am still dreaming of you, forgive me for what i have done.....it was one of the sweetest nights i have ever had. "

God watch over you always...

WHee!!

2008-10-06T00:38:00.000+08:00

Whee!! Oh my. How time flies!!

This will be the last week of my holidays!! Whee!! and yeah its 1 whole week of pure CAMPNESS!!

There is ICE Camp, 7 to 9th october, Plus there is FOT!! 9 to 12 oct!!wow!! be prepared for madness!!

Camps in School is soo AWESOME!! y?...HAHA cos its camp!! all CAMPS are fun. you get to meet new people, bond, create fusion and fun!! BEst of all, what we take away is just memories=)..

Seriously, i miss the outdoors. I miss trekking up mountains in the deep forest, take a swim in the cold waterfall, the pure beautiful scenery of the stars above you... aww...such beauty..nature is at its best!!

OK now im Missing LTC...thank god for LTC if not haha...id miss it a whole lot more!!

There is soo manny things 2 be done now. haha...but one at a time...im falling sick soo easily now. got to take care of y health as well!!

Soo till then!! id leave u all to enjoy what is left our our holidays!! live it to the fullest!!

if i don't see u..then id wish you good morning, good evening and Goodnight!!!

life lessons

2008-10-03T02:37:00.000+08:00

Good morning to all its glory!!

2008-10-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

To God be the Glory,

So manny sleepless nights. lately i have been sleeping around 5 am in the morning.. that is very irregular. Sometimes i wonder how on earth i have the strength to wake up the same day and o it all over again.

These past few nights, i have been really thinking and reflecting alot. Reflecting on everything and carefully looking into it. these past few days was really a reality check on myself. like as though God is telling me, " Hey Ubaidah, hush now, take a step back and look at what you have created in this world..."

I dreamt bout those words when i feel asleep last night and that was when i had those images of the places ive been, the people ive met, the things i have done... WHat i do now echoes in eternity... i know i am human, gosh i made many mistakes in my life, but why is it i still keep repeating em?.. WHY?...that is what i have yet to find out?.. am i that ignorent of my own self?... maybe i am...

No matter what happens now, i know that i have to find myself. sooner or later this will only get better... Now manny things will come my way! Big things will come my way.. How am i to face it?...my answer is simple. with every challenge that comes my way, i shall face and do it 2 the best of my abilities. I know i can..

The world as my stage and god as my witness , i will make up for all that i have done and things will only get better.....

Sweet dreams world..and awake a new..=)